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I (20m) feel like there is something I'm doing that wants me to die. I don't eat very much anymore and I've lost 30 lbs, I lift weights 3 times a week, I smoke weed every day, I feel like my life expectancy is going down quickly. My loneliness is the main one becuse I feel a sharp pain or a sense of anger every time my sister comes home with her boyfriend or many friends, or I see people with their friends having fun, or I see a couple holding hands. I don't see anyone much anymore. I cant stay at home anymore I need to get out.
I'm eating away at myself with jealousy, envy, and addiction issues and I don't know what to do.
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