The only reason I was didn’t kill myself was to watch my friend. He helped me he made me promise to live to his wedding, they broke up but I wasn’t as bad still dealing with shit but mostly forgotten trapped, but no the only friend who helped had to do the most evil shit. Why why did u let me live just to see u like this. U where always the one who was dick but didn’t hurt anyone, and u do that to ur step kid

I want to kill him, I want to die I forgot everything, I don’t know which to choose I don’t know why everything trapped had to come back out with now all my past marked with the knowledge of a monster I truly didn’t actually know was right there