Anyone else get extremely sad on or around your birthday? I’m just sad. It’s my own fault for even being this way. There is so much help available. Objectively my life is fucking amazing. But ever since my break up 2 years ago I havnt felt any happiness. Actually that’s not totally true. I havnt felt anything. I don’t think I’m sad. It’s more empty? Honestly I don’t even know why I’m typing this up or even making this post. If it all ends tonight I just want someone somewhere to know I guess? I think I’m just over reacting. It’s my birthday today and I just had a dinner with my family and it was so exhausting pretending to smile and I would slip every now and then and they would ask me what’s wrong and I would just lie straight to their face saying alls good I’m just tired. Ah well. It is what it is. If you’re reading this. Hope you have a good day!! And I’m proud of you!