I'm starting to feel like I'll never be happy again and it's exhausting everyday I am depressed I'm on meds but all they seem to do is make me feel numb and I tried everything from exercising and even positive self talk but none of it work. I am trying so hard to get better but nothing working. I wanna talk about my depression with my friends but I don't wanna be that person who has problems everyday and drain them mentally.its almost everyday now I feel so lost and helpless. I can't even afford therapy either I want to do it so bad but I just can't afford it. I don't know what to do anymore and it hurts so much to not have anyone to talk to about it.