It's not fair Why just why I hate it , i hate it so much Why does everyone i love will be gone one day Somehow or someway they'll be gone forever i thought she'd stay she promised she would never leave i believed her why did i do this to myself again i let it happen I let my guard down And i can't do anything to bring them back. I can try. I try my hardest but they'll always be gone no matter what. I'd rather not feel anything instead of feeling this emptiness in me it's so dark and sad i don't wanna feel it . Every time I'm happy right when everything is going well it gets snatched away from me every single time . I'm a slave to my own emotions and it will never change sometimes i wish i Was a psychopath who had no feelings. Anything it is a pet , ex , friends, family or even your kids why does love even exist if i have to be always scared to lose it .