I been having a rough couple of months, to the point where sometimes I can't even get out of bed. I scaled back my hours at work. Because of this I was let go today. I've been trying a function as a normal person for the longest of time but some days I have zero energy to even face the world or even get out of bed. I was fired through a voicemail but my boss told me to feel free to come to work the next two days becuase Im on the schedule, so now I do not have a job on literally a three day notice. It really made me realize how dispensable and meaningless my existence was in something I put so much time and effort into. I'm just really down in the dumps and really depressed again, and it feels a little meaningless.