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I’m not sure where to ask/post this but I have a question. I actively wished upon my death during this time. In the 8 years since then I have felt pretty stable, but some times I see a ceiling fan and think “what if I hung my self” or if I see a speeding car I think “ what if I jump in front of it”. It’s not me wanting to commit suicide more just a thought of a what if. I’m now at a point where I’m not sure if this is worthy enough to seek help for. Because I do not want to die but I feel empty. A constant world of grey devoid of colors, but too scared to venture into a colorful one.
Sorry if this is the wrong place to ask about this?
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