[f4A] depraved butch lesbian craving forced use by group of men

It’s been 2 weeks since I’ve been back on Reddit, back into my sexual self harm addiction. I can’t help how it feels good and right to be here, to let myself be used and humiliated by hundreds of men.

I’m still searching for that click that true chemistry when I can follow down a long and dangerous rabbit hole. And the sad thing is that I know this is unhealthy and that I need to stop myself, but I don’t and even encourage and push myself deeper in.

I seek for now abuse and discipline that will keep my pussy conditioned to get wet from abuse, as I search the one I will give my soul to, the one that will take me so far over and into my limits that I become an empty shell.

I prefer older bi men, most of all those with a psychotic/soziopath streak. I know what I want is actual abuse and not play and I’m looking for someone who can lead me in slowly and patiently.

To begin I’m looking to only exchange close up pics (no full body/face) and video/voice. If i fall into your control I will eventually not be able to refuse any of your requests, but I need to allow time for that to happen.

I should warn - I’m quite ugly, hairy, overweight and masculine. Only write me if you feel you could enjoy using me as ugly as I am. I am happy for you to humiliate me and use my horrible looks to make me more self hating.

I crave this so much. Hope to find someone long term but please also feel free to approach just to hurt me/send pics or anything else you would like.