I feel trembling vulnerability writing this, but I want to unzip my heart, and share what is deeply true for me, and my most felt longing.
More than anything in this world or lifetime, I want to be in a relationship with a dominant man. I want to be submissive to his vision for us. I want to surrender completely to his leadership. I want to be devotional and in reverence towards him.
About a year ago, I discovered polarity work, and it completely blew me away... before, I had no understanding about the very different needs of men and women in relationships. I was totally blind to how there is a collective story of disrespect towards men/the masculine - things like "all men are emotionally unavailable" when really, most women don't know how to share with emotional responsibility, and inspire a man... - and I've done my inner work to excavate these myths from my being. Truly, I could talk about this stuff for hours... now that I've seen it, I can't unsee it!
I also realized how masculinized I had become - I was always very focused, career-driven, and thought the most valuable things about me were what I could do/achieve. The more I learned about feminine energy, the more I started to come home to that... and that golden, honey elixir of feminine radiance and warmth is most potent for me when I am in the presence of a dominant man.
I love being with a man who is grounded in his vision. Who can guide me, nurture me, and support me. It feels so good and so natural to submit to this, and to give him my heart, my body, and my total devotion and respect.
To offer some more color about me - I am 25 years old, 5'4 tall, with long brown hair, and hazel eyes. I am a lifelong lover of reading and writing. I also enjoy cooking and baking (soups and scones are my specialty, respectively). I also love being outside - backpacking, hiking, camping, you name it! In my absolute dream, I would be able to be a stay at home wife/mom, and could take care of the household for my man. It's not that I'm not... ambitious... I've had high level jobs before. It's just that it feels so much more natural to me to occupy a more domestic sphere in a relationship, and that would be in my heart/body's truest desire. Honestly - I would love to cook for my husband, fold the laundry, make the home beautiful and smell nice. But again - I will be submissive to *his* vision for us... if that's not in the cards, it's not... but I wanted to speak into that desire.
I live in Denver right now and I really love living here. So I would love if you lived here or nearby as well. That said - I am not 100% opposed to relocation etc... I just really need an in person connection, so I would be delighted if you lived here... I am generally attracted to men that are older and taller than me. I like feeling small and vulnerable next to him... but not a dealbreaker at all.
If what I have shared resonates with you, I would love to hear from you. Thank you so much for reading :)