Does anyone else wish they weren't demisexual? I went through majority of my life using sex as a form of self harm or for a feeling of validation. I was very much hypersexual and it left me always feeling like shit. After leaving an abusive relationship I had a long hard look into myself and came to terms with what I was forcing myself to do wasn't true to who I am. I realized I am demisexual and now.. 3 years later I wish I wasn't. I wish I could engage in hook up culture, I wish I was able to do things that just feel so wrong to me now. I have grown so much as a person and know it wouldn't be about self harm or validation anymore but for pleasure and I just kinda miss who I was before. I hope this makes sense and that I don't sound crazy.