Me [25M] was in a relationship with my Highschool sweetheart for 6 years. So that kind of connection is really all I know. We split about 2 years ago and it’s been a slow journey to understanding that I am this with every inch of my soul. I was looking forward to messing around and doing what it seems most everyone else does, but I can’t. I feel like garbage after it every single time.

Up till today I was able to still at least have good sex. Yet here I am writing this after the hottest women to ever let me touch her body was just in my place, and I couldn’t get it up for more than a minute before it died again.

One of the most embarrassing moments of my life. It had nothing to do with her looks, it was simply because it was so awkward and our personalities did not mesh. Last hookup I ever attempt.