I recently started playing more video games, namely apex legends. I'm pretty much addicted to this game. I've started this cycle where I wake up at 10pm, and keep chugging the coffee and playing apex until it's past noon the next day.

I keeps telling myself I have to be an adult some day and tend to real life things.

I feel like it's hard though. The games just call my name, and apex legends feels particularly addicting. I'm trying to level my battle pass as much as I can so I can earn "skins", as well as achievement hunting... these things seem to keep the game really addicting.

I keep putting off everything else and just binging video games. I don't like how this is going.

I really enjoy playing apex legends, but it feels difficult to moderate my game time. Also, it feels as though I need coffee to keep me going, to win. I wonder if I can play this game in moderation... if that's even possible.

This is pretty much consuming my life at the moment.

I don't know what to do.