I didn’t know where else to post this so I think this might be the best place. I just wanted to get this out while I can. Over a year ago my best friend passed away it was sudden and was probably the worse time of my life. Recently I just keep thinking about her. She’s in my head all the time and usually I love thinking about her but recently it’s been very very hard. I don’t know what to do with myself I don’t seem to want to do as much with friends because all I think about is oh she would love this. I know she wouldn’t want me to be like this and I don’t know why the past few weeks have been a lot harder than usual. I go to her grave and visit but it’s seems like something missing. All I’ve felt is anxiety thinking about her and wanting to have the stupid chats that we use to have or just to complain about stupid stuff and fall asleep on her. Again I don’t know if this is the best place to talk about it but I needed to get this out.