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I've been trying to find someone I can click with in a real way, so here's a bit about me to see if you're interested.
I'm from New England, born and raised in Massachusetts, part of me loves my city, part of me wants to get as far away from it as possible.
I've always been someone with a conflicting personality, I love the world but I hate everything about it. I care about humanity but couldn't care less about most people, and I love meeting people and understanding how different people see the world, but I hate almost everyone.
I've always felt and experienced things in a very black and white manor, my emotions were too extreme to ever notice shades of gray, so I never really found a balance between loving and hating things.
I guess that plays a big part in why I'm into BDSM, when I'm in a relationship, I want to protect that person, I want to hold them close and never let anything touch them, but I also want to leave my mark on them. To quote a favorite song of mine, 'I want to hurt you just to hear you scream my name' I want them to have their every desire, but I also want them to follow my every word. I want to express how much I respect and care for them, while degrading them in the same breath. Passion and pain seem to always go hand and hand, I want someone who will explore them both with me.
This next part might be a bit TMI, but I recently got diagnosed with bi polar disorder, and in being treated for that I've started to see and appreciate all the shades of gray that exist in everything, and I'm trying to deal with all that, without losing the extreme emotions I've built myself of. So I'm really looking for someone I can explore all the shades of the world with.
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