So a bit of background, I'm not the typical Daddy. My play involves emotional Sadomasochism, forced abdl, and dark ageplay. I've been at this actively since I was 22 and I'm 31 now. I've had luck finding play partners but never anything long term. And I'm usually left feeling like I was just used for "the experience" or to add to someone else's story. I see so many others my age more established in their pursuits then I and it's left me wondering if I've hit the point of no return. Did I fail? What could I have done better, or am I just not enough for what I'm seeking? So much doubt in my heart and it's becoming unbearable as the years fly by. I've tried to focus on creating a environment that would attract the person I want into my life and facilitate my desired lifestyle. I now have a stocked and fully equipped nursery/dungeon with outfits and everything but it's quieter than ever. I've tried fetlife, dating apps, personals on reddit and I just don't know anymore. Should I just give up?