I'm heterosexual. I look feminine well maybe lol.

But I don't walk feminine, I don't act feminine, don't talk feminine.

I'm more dominant combative direct curse like a sailor

I have severe c-PTSD so this will not change. I can't play a role my entire life but I want to be loved and accepted for who I am

But all I hear is how much men want feminine women no matter the weight or age just feminine

And my whole life I've been rejected because it's just not my personality

What type of men should I date actually? Do I have to be forever alone because of this? And how can I express this on dating profile to prevent time wasted?

Usually I only attract men who want to see how I am in real life only to go on a date and reject me