Ok, just a rant

So the long story short is that I'm a 46m, going though a divorce. I've been separated for a little under 2 years. Once my wife had filed, and I gave it some thought, I figured that I'd try my hand at dating again.

I'm trying the apps first, Bumble, Tinder, and another less known one that seems legit. I've been on them for about 2 months.

It appears that there is some endless swiping, rarely getting a match. I know my profile needs some work, new pictures, etc. I've had 2 dates from Bumble. The first one we had some great chemistry, having a lot of things in common. We meet, its a little bit awkard, but I had chalked that up to some of our introverted energy, but once we both had a drink, we were a bit more comfortable. As the date was ending, we agreed to keep in touch, promising to text each other. We did talk for about another day, then she ghosts me. I don't think I texted her anything inappropriate.

The second date was more easy, followed well. After that date, we texted for another couple dates, but she ultimately said she got in contact with her ex, and they agreed to work things out.

With the second one, I wasn't upset. She was upfront and honest, and I wished her the best.

The first gal though, I took the high road again, and sent her a final message saying, if you are still interested, cool, if not, best of luck in your search. I didn't expect a response, but I am a little disappointed I wasn't given the courtsey.

I'm 46, I thought this stupid shit was over. Agh!