Hello guys

so I'm married and I do game for just things like euphoria it builds my self-esteem it gives me a lot of energy it flows me up to the air and it's kicks my ass when it comes to taking action so in game

I learn a lot I'll have fun I Lose myself I got more energy back at the end of the day and this is what I like about game but there is one thing which I couldn't master so I don't game every day since I have a kid and when I game I always start from the beginning

I go warming up 1 hour and that's it because I have to go back to my home earlier again and yes so what would you do when you were in my situation I am very very good at opening sets but I'm not that good when it comes to keeping the conversation.

that's my issue right now and my biggest problem is here that I don't know how to deal with the situation

I don't even know what kind of topics I can speak about I know I can tell how what I did today how I feel right now but and there is always and then and then and should i do what i fear the most?

The other thing is, I can't pull to my place which makes the situation more harder and lowers my motivation..

How can I be motivated when i know i can't pull to my space where i am living?