Over the past two years. After we split. things were going good for me. I was meeting new women and. just enjoying my freedom 2 months. After, and I realized I had screwed up, and my heart still felt empty with out her we had been on and off seeing each other been intimate a lot ended up, having a kid together while we are split it messed with me because one moment she’s all affectionate with me kissing on me hugging on me always asking me to come over for the night but then out of no where she pulls back and doesn’t want to be around me like that stops kissing me hugging on me and just being affectionate and sexual in a whole I have learned to take responsibility for my mistakes I know I had been an asshole on more than one occasion when she does come around no to the present day after we had our baby 5 months ago she broke up with her other boyfriend after 5 months she was constantly around me always wanting to be with me but clearly stated she doesn’t want to work things out right now but is still always affectionate and touching up on my thang lol. She pulled Al back after a simple dis agreement in September but found her way back after a few days now back on the 22 of October she pulled back hard and stop messaging me and leaving me on read I sent her some heartfelt messages that she heart reacted to, but now she acts like she don’t want anything to do with me, she wanted me to move in with her, I said not atm because I need to handle stuff where I’m at before I move she said let her know when I was ready, so I did now she don’t want me to move in she won’t let me stay the night she don’t ask me to come over for dinner or nothing when I go to give her a hug she gives that friendly side hug. And pushes my arm up away from her waist. It’s killing me because she knows how much I want to make up for all my wrongs iv done over the 6 yrs we were together my thing is she is affectionate but then turns around and tells me she don’t want to work things out right now and that I should just move on idk how to take this since over the past 2 yrs she has said it many times but always comes back to doing the same stuff I know I haven’t been a good loving and caring man but I’m trying to work on it iv said some nasty things to her and treated her like shit but I’m working on my self to be a better man for her and our 3 daughter in my heart I feel she’s scared to come back around because she don’t want to have to deal with the same bullshit I put her through but in my head I feel that I lost all chances to making things work this last thin she pulled away there was no reason for it other than I wasn’t around much for about a week if that idk is she’s playing a game trying to test out the waters here and there to see if I changed or what she won’t tell me what happen nor what went wrong for her to leave me in the dirt again this time, so I’m left with nothing but questions and left confused hurt and just ready to give up please any ladies have any advice I love this girl more than life it’s self and would jump of the edge of the world for her. I can’t see myself with anyone else, but her recently the past few days she’s reached out to me occasionally, but it’s just been a lost little things I know I need to appreciate the time I do get with her and the time she does give me, but god-damn it I just want things to go back to feeling normal and her be all about me again I can get more into detail if that helps please just someone help me out