It's been a year since we broke up. I totally forgot her but deep down I was depressed the whole 1 year and didn't bother to meet anyone else or start dating again. I have always loved hard, way before their feelings get hard but this particular girl always made me feel loved and appreciated me but on one sudden day she said she wanted a breakup and I convinced her for three days. At that time I had a lot going in and I was having a mindset like 'jisko aana hy aane do jisko jaana hy jaane do' but over the time we both didn't see anyone and she is also similarly depressed. But due to arguments I'm blocked and we hardly have any conversation now. One day she wanted to talk to me on call but I was in car with my dad and impossible to talk to her infront of him. I am 19 and she is the same. If I was older enough I would definitely propose her to marry, considering I'm a Muslim I have never fallen in love with someone or thought my future with them without the thought of marriage. So the partition is always hard and now even if there are some flirty conversations with other females (they initiate, I avoid to engage) I find it hard to move on and leave this person! It's a long distance relationship we met rare and our relationship was over phones. We were very good friends from 1 year and one day she broke the ice and said she had feelings for me. At that moment I felt the feelings urging in and of all the talks we had I decided to become gf bf. We dated for one month, 10 days before breakup I came to hometown to live with my grandparents and since they are old aged I take care of them and the work (agriculture) in this process with a bad working iPhone I find it difficult to talk to hee but I didn't avoid her completely. Still I let a third person get in advising me (girl) she was suggesting me to not get into relationship with her etc etc and her feelings are so fake and she is just sone attention seeker and was telling her how she dated (my ex had 4 months longer relationship than me). [rest of the story in next part when I find time to type, please give your opinions or how I can get her back]