As a follow up from my last messages. Girl I’ve been for 9 years. Lots of issues in that time. Starts a new job. Very busy. I admit. But suddenly no time to reply to texts. Has a go at me for trying to show I care, wanting to see her, wanting to be there for her if things are truly that bad. Hardly replied at all. In fact after everything called me the neediest person she’s ever met. And when I said I’m trying to let me in to help cus it hurts now she doesn’t… replies I don’t care about feelings.

2 days ago calls me crying cus after yet another long shift her car battery is dead. In fact she called and cut the call after a few rings. I called her back when she told me. So I looked for taxi. Ordered one asap. Transferred her £120 to pay for it. Next day drive to her, pick her up, drive to work. Jump start the car and have to ‘force’ to eat with me (only cus she said she hadn’t eaten a hot meal for ages).

Whilst eating. She’s bite my head off for mossy things I tried to comment on. Eg. She needs to take leave to get rest, eat properly, maybe even let me take her away. Even said. I’d book a spa for her alone.

At the end when leave. She hugs me. Kisses and cries. During text later. She apologised and said it’s cus she’s missed me soo much, and felt crying was just being pathetic and tired.

Today, she’s been doing things with kids. Sorting the car out all day. I text her. And again one word replies.

What the hell is going on.