Me and my girlfriend have been talking for a year and dating for 10 months . I’ve always had a problem with knowing if they are the one, I would always always fall super hard and it would feel sooo real for a long time , but then one day I just start losing feeling but I’ll always tell her that I love her and I act like everything’s normal because I want them to be . I just want to love her like I did but know I’m starting to judge her on her looks , she’s only 5’2 and 175 and she’s a thicker girl and she lies to herself about her weigh to , she wakes up every morning and stands in front of the mirror and sucks in her gut a very noticeable amount and says look I’m losing weight and she’s not joking , and she actually believes her self . We have been together for 10 months and have been talking for a year. We’re both 20 years old and live at home with my parents What do I do I already gave her a promise ring and I still tell her I love her and that she beautiful and I feel horrible, cause I don’t why I just keep hurting girls like this . This is what happens every time and I can’t tell her because she is banking everything off our real action ship. She moved over 2 hours away leaving all her many family member behind. I’m afraid that she will kill her self because she just starts cry if I tell her we need to talk . I’m also afraid of the repercussions from her family cause I’ve already been warned that I’ll be shot . Obviously you should think that are kidding , her uncle told me that he would happily go to prison for her if I break her heart