So I had to grow up at a young age due to being responsible for my siblings, because of this I’m hyper independent now and hate being vulnerable with it comes to relationships. While this has helped me in my personal life by making me independent and more productive, it’s taking a toll on my dating life because most of the men I attract is naturally more submissive because of the natural dominant energy I carry. But it just makes me feel like mom which triggers my ptsd. I don’t even feel sexy when it comes to sex because recently my fwb wants me to take the lead and be dominant in bed and I hate it, I want to feel comfortable with being submissive but naturally I hold back, how can I help this?