I (m20)met a Girl (18) and we hit of pretty well.First day we made out and slept at my place.She said, she wanted to be not casual.Second date she was down for sex and but don’t know why I wasn’t feeling it that night, maybe cause I was drunk as hell and scared to ruin the relationship,me and I are virgins, but I ate her out.After that I developed feeling and started texting more.

Third date happened again at my place,told her that she made me happy and she generally said, that she gets attached really fast or not at all. We made out and just cuddled. Nothing more cause she was on her period. She took a hoodie of mine cause it was cold.

So I texted her on Tuesday if she was free on Saturday, she told me she would let me know, she never did. I also got taken off close friends on Instagram. Guess she lost interest, She is now on a vacation. I would like to see her again, but I can also move on,but the hoodie puts me in a weak position. How do I proceed?