So to give a brief summary I have known her since high school, about 10 years now, we only got to together in 2020 and have gone on and off twice since then. We got together the first time since I had a crush on her long time ago and she reached out to me 2 years after college and we met up and just immediately had chemistry. That was around October. We were going steady for 2 months and then slowly met each other family but then it came to introducing to her father, who is seperate from her mother whom I had already met, she told him on a day they usually met to catch up since he wasnt there in her early life, she is an immigrant from Mexico and her dad wasnt there in her life much, but this is where things took for a turn. He begins questioning her if she knows how to please me and that she can practice with him. TLDR he is not in her life after that. But she started to have trust issues towards men and broke up with me shortly before christmas. Then randomly got back together again for a moment for christmas for family image purpose and then broke it off. She goes dead silent to me ghosting me for 4 months til april she calls like a prank call to slowly build the relationship again. We arent together nor meeting til near october,surprise, then led to us doing a relationship that was an inbetween of friends and FWB. Goes smoothly for a bit til I did white lie about my family and living situation since we where trying not to be too intimate,which is what she said, then blew up in my face which made me mad and tell her fuck off since she was asking me to be singular to her and give her all my details when I respond in kind she cant do in return. Broke off shortly entering 2022 on her birthday, yea I am kinda shit. Lo and behold 3 months pass again she calls and says she is sorry and that she wants to try again slowly and we have and we usually at least talk here and there through out the week but now for almost 2 weeks after she went on a trip for an MLM group,yea I know it is because was part of it but got out, and she has not responded to simple texts and just barely respond with" I feel bad tell you when I feel better". I am asking about being used since I have been helping pay for her car parts, food, random expensive clothes,netflix,etc and I dont even ask nor receive anything in kind outside of most recently when my funds where locked for a moment and she has had to spend 400 or so for me which I reimbursed after my funds unlocked with paying her 500. I do not force her nor ask for sex and she does nothing in return but ask me to massage her and sexual stuff without intercouse mostly focused on her. I am very giving but I have just reached a point especially with this silence that I just cant anymore I feel used with possibilty that she is just off with someone else meanwhile she still even to now wants it to be a monogamous no girls for me, no guys for her even though we arent in a closed relationship. What should I say and or do if anything