Okay. So i been debating asking this girl out because of our work conditions. Being she works the shift that comes in on my days off. I work night shifts one group, and she works morning shift on another group, basically we work opposite days. So like not chance at all to really go out. Besides that. Like im chicken shit about even asking her out. I feel like my world will just shatter, and not just because she says no. But im like afraid of what others would say or think. And yeah i shouldn't care about what others think. I just hate thinking like everyone is going to turn against me or something. Idk why. Like i keep telling myself im ready for a rejection, but like what other consequences could follow after she rejects me? And see im already just have the mindset she's gonna reject me, as ive had this crush on her for like the past year and a half.

I've talked to my other coworker, also female, about it. She does tell me to go for it. But still. Like I'm just not so sure. And its killing me. I cant stop thinking about her but i dont even know why. Like we never talk, or well it just definitely feels one sided. I dont even know if she already has a boyfriend. And im too chicken shit to even ask that too. Tho my coworker said she'll try having some girl talk, whatever the fuck that means, with her when she does overtime on her shift. Which i just begged to her to not do, but she's just going to ask, and let me know or whatever. Like okay. Sounds like a solid plan. But idk what im gonna do with what result she gives me. GAH. Man, why do i gotta make it so complicating?