I’m 18f, and all I’ve ever dealt with is rejection, being cheated on, lead on, left behind, etc. so at this point, I’ve honestly lost all hope for any future relationships because for starters I don’t even get asked out in the first place, and on top of that I just doubt it’s going to happen. Everyone around me, even those I fall for always wind up being with someone (else) and I get left behind. It’s just the way it us. So how do I love myself? How do I get over stupid insecurities and just stop giving a fuck? And how do I stop caring about how lonely I am? I just don’t know how to do it. Sure I take care of myself and try to surround myself with things I like, but it doesn’t get rid of the pain and the self-hate. So i don’t know what to do, but I know I want to love myself at some point, I just don’t know how.