I have some attraction to men, am primarily interested in woman, but have only been with men because I only want to bottom and hate having sexual partners touch my dick. I thought I was trans but now think I am just a man with very strange preferences. While i like getting fucked by men i don't think would really want to be in a relationship with one. It seems extremely dishonest for to just start a relationship with a woman and not have her know that I will never have any interest in having PiV with her, I would be happy to happy to go down on her and even a strapon to fuck her but in terms of my actual penis i would never want her touching it. I got a lot of comfort from the idea that i was trans because than after i transition I could be with women as a woman and never worry about having her wanting my penis in any way. But after some soul searching I don't think that is case. So how the hell can I find a woman who would be ok having a sex life like this?