i'm an attractive guy. not hollywood but i am lucky to have thick eyebrows, nice jawline, very great body etc. so there are females who are interested. my problem is that throughout my entire teen-adult life i've never shared a mutual positive interest in a female. it has always either been the other party is interested and i'm not (this has led to shitty relationships out of scarcity but before you judge me it was a long while ago), or rather i am interested and they aren't. there are not many girls i know that i'd date either. sure i can be sexually attracted to them but i would really like a healthy relationship. if i just settle again (and i can't do that again), i wouldn't value the relationship and there'd be nothing in it for me other than sex so i'd be wasting both our time. i feel very lonely.