Clicked with this girl about 2 weeks ago because we were talking about her life and sadly other guys. A week goes by she tells our mutual friend I'm gonna find this funny. She got ditched by the same dude 3 times. I come in and I'm in shock say it sounds like h need an actual nice date offer to take her out. Plans changed and we ended up just going to the hockey game. It was fun but she wanted to go because she was talking to a guy on the team. The game ended we walked to the bus stop, the amount of times j made her laugh smile and joke around with me I can not count. We then talk a bit here and there over Thanksgiving nothing big. Monday night we end up going for a drive. I've had the feeling of I want to date this girl then I find out she doesnt like me and I move on. I sat in the car with her listen talking and looking. I thought I dont wsnt to just date this girl I want to be hers, I want to be able to treat and love her like a goddess. I've never felt so dedicated to someone. But shes not in a place to date, she got out of a thres year relationship with a guy who was a douche. Shes in a I'm in uni let's see what happens phase now and it hurts me but my friend was in that stage and shes now been dating a guy for a year.

All I can think about is Monday, her laugh, her smile, her humor, her smile just her smile against the city I'm so determined to be hers but I'm so impatient and bad socializing long term and noticing ques