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I have always gotten attention from girls. From my sisters friends, to coworkers and random woman out in the world. I’m 6’, pretty athletic and have been described as handsome with crippling anxiety and a weed addiction. I’ve been in very short relationships but never anything serious, it’s pretty embarrassing at this age. The thing is I’m very confident but the anxiety rests on top and covers it up much of the time. I’m really lonely and need to address this now before I wake up and I’m 60.
I realized weed is a major culprit and my anxiety is way better when I don’t smoke. I’m better with eye contact and general social anxiety. I’ve been smoking mostly every day since I was 19 and am currently 8 days sober and feeling good, but the emotional numbing weed provides has led to a lot of emotions flooding back in. I’m just so incredibly lonely and have been forever. I even cried which I hadn’t done forever listening to Theo Von talk about loneliness.
I’m trying though. I’m working out and have lost 20lb’s since the summer. But I have no friends and no social life, I’ve basically pushed them all away with self isolating and canceling plans. I also loath online dating but made a Hinge profile. I have a huge crush on a girl at work, which is where I usually meet girls, but pretty sure I got a quiet rejection over text on Friday.
Any help, suggestions or support would be greatly appreciated.
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