19m I've been trying the dating scene for about a year I've tried hook ups and just regular dating but whatever I am women don't want I've asked out countless girls at my college irl and online they all say I'm ugly or thier not intrested. I don't think I am being inappropriate in my asking the only time I had a "girlfriend" turns out she was cheating on her boyfriend with me but I wasn't the only guy so she never actually wanted to interact with me and I broke it off then for Christmas she sent me a picture of her boyfriend doing her. When girls like me online it's for only fans or prostitution which I don't want to get involved in. Anyone in my family say I have to "turn back to god" which is a no based on past trauma through the church my coworkers say I just need to be myself and go out more but they won't tell me what to do when I get there so I just stand awkwardly while out and when I try talking to women they tell me to fuck off I'm not overweight I keep myself cared for I wouldn't say I'm hot but I'm decent looking. Overall people tell me to wait for the right person but why do I have to be alone while I wait for an indefinite amount of time?