I started talking to this guy on tinder a couple months ago. I gave him my number and we texted. We kept trying to meet for a few weeks but couldn’t find a good mutual time to meet. A couple days ago I met him in a parking lot. We just sat in the car for like an hour and talked, and kissed a little.

Around two days after that he asked me to come over to his house so I did. As soon as I got there all he wanted to do was make-out right away. We went into his bedroom and he got on top of me. He started putting his hands in my pants but I told him I didn’t want to have sex. We ended up just cuddling and falling asleep.

Last night he texted me and asked what I was doing. We ended up going out for a late dinner. When we got back into his car we talked a little. It got awkwardly silent for a few seconds and we just nervously laughed. I started kissing him and he was feeling me up. I started touching him by his penis, and noticed it was hard. He asked if I wanted to go to his house and I said yes.

When we got there we started making out again. He lifted me up and threw me on the bed, and got on top of me. We made out some more. I saw him getting a condom from the dresser. All of a sudden I got freaked out and didn’t know if I wanted to have sex with him. I told him that. He seemed a little annoyed but said it was okay. We watched tv in his room for a while but then we ended up kissing again. He asked if I could give him a blowjob and I gave him one.

I really like him but for some reason I’m scared to have sex with him, even though I have had sex before.

TL;DR - I really like this guy but I can’t tell if he likes me back more than in a sexual way.