Before I begin I am not entirely sure if this is the sub for this post. I've read the rules but even still I'm unsure. Anyways, onto the main post.

I'm not entirely sure what to do in terms of dating. So, firstly I'm 19yo male dork who lives in an area with very little to do. I, for the most part, enjoy nerdy activities such as DnD, Video Games, Anime, and the such.

So that's that right? Well, I also have a rather bulky frame that if I put effort into could shape out into a rather strong build... or so I've been told. And though I try to keep up a rather masculine persona around my friends and family, in truth I feel quite feminine.

I like being cute, I like cute things, if given the chance I'd wear cute comfy clothes all the time! I just like it... and this is where my issue is, I don't know where or how to find the partner I want.

I feel like I have a rather odd taste compared to most, but I want a strong tomboyish girlfriend. Though I myself wouldn't mind being femboyish, I'm by no means attracted to men. I simply like girls. I'm too loving and passive to be dominant, and I'm content with that.

I daydream of being with a girl who'll pin me against a wall, tell me what she wants to do with me... but I don't know how or where to find her. I'm more than fine with an online relationship as well, my absolute best friends have been online.

As of now my plan of action is to try and post on r/foreveralonedating, hopefully there I can make some progress towards something. Other than that I'm out of ideas.