I've (19m) never felt desired by anyone, except for maybe someone that is dating someone else now.

They said I was the reason they were able to overcome their issues and date at all, and I'm glad I actually helped someone, but it's starting to get tiring and upsetting.

I feel like this little fae nymph creature that appears in the lives of others to help them with something or someone. They move on from me having learned something, often to have better lives than before they met me, and then I do it again for someone else.

It's starting to get really bloody upsetting though because it feels like I'm just meant to do nothing but help other people find someone or be happy.

I have never once felt the initiative I give to other people or the desire I feel for others so easily, to the point I'm convinced it's not possible anymore, and I don't know what to do with myself.