Dating really isn't a problem, settling down is. I met up with my High School/College friends and they ALL have families. It was the first time seeing everyone since their weddings (early 2010s) Most of these guys have known me since childhood so they know I am addicted to sex and cant settle down.

I'm 42, and I look at my father who was 50 years old when he married my Ma when she was 21. My pops is still alive and ticking and he tells me to have fun and when I find the one I'll find the one.

It just sucks I dont know if I ever want to settle down. Sometime I think it's society but I hate to be blunt or sound like a degenerate I know I am addicted to sex. (no I don't watch porn, I don't pay for sex, I dont go to bars/clubs looking for sex cuz alcohol is involved therefore there is no challenge)

It's literally on my mind whenever I meet someone attractive. The only 2 places I DONT think about sex is at the office or at the gym ( I dont sh-t where I eat)

I've never been faithful in relationships, never been caught, always broke up with the girl. If I met a girl more than once I always tell them I have no plans on settling down and they think they can change me and I dont want to hurt anyone. Ever since seeing my friends i feel like a twat.