It’s been 3 years I broke up with the person I was in love with. Let me just say because of him, I learned that evil narcissist people exist in this world. I have moved on, learned more about people and only get close to “good” people now if that makes sense. I have dated people but didn’t get into any relationship cuz I never found anyone worthy of falling in love with. I meant he wasn’t worthy either but I was obviously naive and didn’t know better back then.

I am happy I stayed single and learned so much in the mean time. But sometimes, when it gets lonely, I think about how I really wanted him to be the person, and wished it worked out and wished he was actually this good person I thought him to be, because it took so much work to crate that bond, become comfortable, had this relationship where we would goof around all that. We would always talk about marriage, kids, et cetera until I realized it was all false hopes and had to hear “I don’t see a future with you anymore.”

But I know I dodged a bullet and I will make better judgements next time

P.S: Sorry it sounded like I stated a problem and solved it myself. I think in this way, that God loved me enough to remove this person from my life. But will I experience love again? Will I have my happily ever after with someone? Was just wondering if anyone goes through this phrases even after moving on and healing.