I (24M) have been in a few relationships in my life. I have had and still have many casual FWBs. I use dating apps, they’re all good, i get good amount of sex with different women through dating apps, through clubs, irl. Life’s pretty sorted that way.

But sometimes i feel alone, i feel this is not what i want. I have amazing friends, amazing family, a good career, but i sometimes feel just a lack of a lil something. Yeah ofcourse i enjoy the sex, but sometimes i think how would it feel like to actually love somebody. I’ve had relationships, never cheated on anyone, never got cheated on, they were all good. All of the breakups were circumstantial. I’ve never said “i love you” to any girl. Even to my girlfriends it was just “i like you”. Cause i never really felt ‘LOVE’.

I’d like to think i know what ‘love’ really is, i maybe wrong. But i’ve always wanted to feel, to know what it feels like to love another woman. To exceed your limits, to grow with them, to be able to imagine your future with them. It maybe too soon for me as i’m just 24 atm, maybe it’s waiting for me in the future. As of now, this is where i stand.

Any thoughts, ideas, suggestions, anything is welcomed. Would love to talk more about it incase anybody wants to.