I came out of a 6 years long term relationship half a year ago. I got over it in about 2 months then started dating again.

In my past, I had an average jealousy level and tended to be a bit clingy.

I've seen several different people since the break up and some of them I liked a lot. But I don't really feel jealous or needy or clingy towards any of them.

I start to think if I'm just numb now and unable to feel strong emotions as I used to.

I work in a customer service role and VERY stressful. I have to shut my emotions for work. This definitely contributes to the numbness.

However in dating and personal life, I still want to feel the love and happiness and all those feelings.

Also the lack of emotions make me think if I really like those guys .... But I also know I like them and attracted to them.

For example one guy I've been seeing had a fwb without telling me while I was exclusive. It was fair because we didn't discuss this, but I wasn't angry or sad or jealous.... Not at all!..... I thought if you really like someone, you'd feel a bit of that??......