While the title is a bit vague, I'll explain it here...

So, for the past year, I've been trying to get into another relationship. It has... Mostly failed. While I was decently successful with finding people, only 1 of them really ended up being anything good and she ended up having to stop talking to me because she became too busy with work which was really unfortunate.

Now just about everyone else ghosted me within 2 days of talking or some of them were just way too sexual from the start. For the people who ghosted me, I genuinely don't know what the reason could have been. I don't act weird or anything. I'm not overly sexual at all and I genuinely want to know them. I don't know if maybe it's because I just suck at talking, because maybe I dont look good to them, maybe it's because of my depression or something I literally don't know. And I already have abandonment issues so having a potential friend/more just disappear with literally 0 closure gives me a lot of unfun trauma. Why is it so difficult for people to give any sort of closure? I literally cannot tell if it's my fault or not and it really gets to me...