Hi, I didn't quite know how to word the title.

But anyway, 4 months ago I split up with my ex girlfriend (First relationship) she meant everything to me she really did, I still care about her so much as I thought she was perfect. Since that day I've not been okay, I've been severely depressed. I had struggled mentally before I met her and during my time with her was the happiest I've ever been in my life. But the way I've been since the split I wouldn't wish upon anyone. I am starting a new job in a couple weeks so that will help as to be honest I haven't done too much as my friendship group is kinda small and I hadn't been working, so being alone clearly amplifies my problem. My concern with all of this is I don't see myself being as happy with anyone else as I was with her. Has anyone felt like that but then realised they were wrong? I can discuss in more detail in pm's if anyone wants to.

Sorry it's poorly worded it's late here so a bit tired :)