M22 I don’t consider myself socially outgoing and pretty nervous meeting women, but something in me said why not just go and enjoy the date. For a first tinder date It was definitely awkward for me and her I think but overall it went well. I realized after that I was pretty dry personality wise or maybe we just were not clicking. I just did my best to go in with a mindset of feeling the atmosphere. We just smoked a little joint and talked on the beach for like 2 hours. At the end we hugged bye. Feel good for stepping outside of my usual shut-in self.

I do feel a little weird because she said we could smoke and maybe cuddle- i asked her if she wanted to share a blanket to cuddle she said she was fine and it really wasn’t a dealbreaker, but leaves me wondering if I missed any hints she was giving or she was not into me. I’m get super anxious about being the first to act