I posted on a subreddit and got many messages, but his was the only one that caught my eye, his good looks really impressed me. On top of that, he had a muscular physique and a nerdy personality, majoring in engineering which oddly aroused me even more. I adore the pairing of a goth girl with a nerdy/geeky guy, making me feel like I was living out my fantasy. We both agreed we wanted the same thing and exchanged our recent STD test results.

Let me tell you, this guy was the first one to ever make me orgasm, it was like I discovered something incredible. Not only was he amazing in bed, but his endurance was exceptional. The intensity, eye contact, and moments of tender touches and kisses all over my body made me feel like a waterpark at one point. This was achieved not only because he possessed the physical traits I find attractive in a man.

Our discussions were intellectually engaging and he appeared to possess a high level of self-awareness, just like me, so we would share personal details about our lives and such. We recognized that we both have an avoidant attachment style, which helped me connect with him without assuming his feelings, as we are both in the process of moving on from our ex-partners. He allowed me to express myself, he listened attentively, and his guidance was truly wise. One thing he mentioned that has stayed with me, especially after bringing me to climax, is the importance of becoming familiar with my own body in order for others to understand my needs.

This guy really shared with me a lot of valuable advice. This might seem strange to some people, as it did to me at first, but we never cuddled after sex. Initially, it didn't really faze me, but when I inquired about his reluctance, he explained that he didn't want to mislead me or give the wrong impression about our relationship. I appreciated his honesty and respected him even more for it. After connecting, we would spend hours chatting and I realized that we both needed a friend to talk to... and have sex, haha.

Our upbringing was alike in terms of dysfunctional families, being first generation, and all the rest, so I knew we had a shared understanding. Fortunately, there were no emotional attachments involved as he successfully completed his studies and returned to the northern region. I expressed well wishes for his future endeavors and suggested hanging out again if he ever happened to be in the area. We parted ways on friendly terms but I still daydream about him, in fact, after my friends with benefits situation ended, I completely stopped engaging in hookup culture because my expectations became higher lol. He was genuinely enjoyable and unforgettable.

he also got rid of his reddit account so I don't think he will see this, haha