I (22F) have been talking to a guy (30M let’s call him D) for pretty much a year and we haven’t gone out yet. This was because I met my ex J same time as D through Hinge and dated the other guy but D and I always kept in touch. There were opportunities to meet but I would get nervous and bail or I would feel like I was being ignored and get upset at D for ghosting me day of. I really love and care for this man but today D never replied to my text and I think I should let it go. I’ve blocked him twice because I get so upset with his actions and words not aligning but sometimes i feel like it’s because i have borderline personality disorder. any advice? am i crazy for talking to someone this long??