like the title says how do u move on quickly???, I really don't know how to flair this post because I am in need of support, advice, and rlly just venting.

I know things like these take time and I know it hurts this bad yet I still choose to proceed to loving someone again.

I think I'm back at the lowest point in life again, and I feel like all the time I spent was wasted, all the money I saved was now pointless, and all the excitement I'd built up had gone to the floor and stepped on. I really thought I had the chance again, but the moment she found someone It's all over now, everything I built myself knocked down like lego bricks. Though it's my fault, I should've told her that I wanted her more, I should've told her that I never really mean to break up with her, I should've told her that I never mean to tell her that I want her to find someone new. I screwed up the moment I asked for a break up and she finally agreed. I should've been more open, I know she isn't a mind reader.

Im just so depressed, broken, and fucked over now, I don't know what to do. It hurts more because she told me to move on and let go.

So there you go, how do you move on, how do you love yourself?