I thought that, "Hey! Finally someone is interested in me!" but of course, I was wrong again.

I only ever feel wanted when it involves what's in my pants, and yeah it was supposed to be a meeting to do those things, but god fucking dammit, I'm so sick of people being unable to communicate. How hard is it to just say "Sorry, something came up" or "Sorry, I'm just not interested anymore"? Can't we be adults?

It's even worse because whenever I have plans, I schedule my day around those plans and cannot proceed with those plans if my day is disrupted or I'm stuck waiting for a response that will never come explaining the situation.

I'm just so so sick of being stood up, or ghosted, or being the only one to carry every interaction. I'm just so sick of feeling unwanted. I just want to feel wanted.

Any other time, I would have just let this roll right off of me, but I feel incredibly vulnerable lately, and this was definitely a scab that was picked open. No is no, and I can always respect that answer, but when they don't respect you or your time enough to give you even that? It feels gross.