I'm feeling incredibly alone. I'm waiting to enter the dating pool again until I have my life put together a little more (work fired me for doing chemo and now I have to move in with my grandma). But when I tried dating before my life really fell apart, the people I spoke with and even went on a date with all ghosted after the first interaction. Once I was talking to a guy on FaceTime and after i told him he flat out said "no one that's healthy and young wants to be with someone sick. No one wants to be tied down like that" and then literally hung up on me.

It's all I can think about. My exhusband checked out of our marriage because he was "over me being sick" and was "just done with it." Growing up my parents always blamed me for being sick like I was somehow causing it. All these different experiences have really impacted me and it's hard to stay confident that someone out there will love me one day.

I'm 32F. I think I'm fairly cute, funny af - in person at least, creative, only 5ft tall, helpful, kind and caring. I'm not skinny but I'm not terribly overweight, just a lil extra. Do I need to be or do more to make up for all my cons?

Would you date someone with incurable cancer that will keep reoccurring (stage 4 lymphoma) and a rare autoimmune disorder that flares often esp when stressed?