So was married for 40 years, she went a bit nuts, and told me never to come home or speak to her again. That was almost 2 years ago, refuses all contacts, we had 4 children together and planning where we want to retire. I had to get back to work in my industry and took a job in Dallas, 2 hours away, rented a small apartment and was driving back and forth every weekend to be with her. She got the divorse, and still refuses to speak or text. She refused to let me have anything in house, terminated lease, moved intown. I am still devastated, I spent my whole life with someone to be thrown out in the trash I tried to date, spent 5 months between dates and spent 3 weekends together and last a week cruise, were she informed me we had different moral outlooks on life, and ghosted me from that trip forward. major stroke 2. I can't do it again, I am not picky by any means, I like curvy bigger woman, just want to feel something again, so lonely and major gun-shy of even asking someone out. I am not fat, or really ugly, 6'4", full head of grey hair, 220#, white, educated, butr was hit by a car and broke my hip, so new hip, no issues, waiting on saving more money up to replace most of my teeth from that. Any College station area gals please talk to me.