You know, it's just frustrating when you're a guy who likes to crossdress and loves it when women take the lead because it's such a rare type of relationship. Or at the very least it's rare in the south. It's just all tradition down here where the guy is expected to be masculine and a leader. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with that type of relationship, it's just so infuriating when I go through dating apps, trying to make meaningful connections but things never stick because I'm not good at making moves in a relationship. Maybe I'm not looking in the right places but I've tried every decent looking dating app to no avail. Idk I'm tired and like really out of it right now. I just wish making a friend and turning it into a non gender conforming kind of relationship were easier.