As seen in my post the other day. My wife went back to work today. 4 month old decided he didn’t want to take a bottle. He’s taken it 3 other occasions and it was a 50/50 mix of formula and breast milk. Today I waited longer so he’d get more hungry but ended up having to do 100% breast milk bottle, which was still a struggle to get going. We’re going to go through milk stores fast and not sure what we’ll do. Then my toddler decided he didn’t want to nap today, grandma stopped over- then he is miserable crying at everything around 4pm. I’ve got a massive temper. I feel drained. I already went outside this morning and smashed a water bottle. Then later I went into our sunroom out of view of the kids and screamed and took my tennis racket and smashed a box I have. I can’t take things not going as planned. I get worried and stressed the baby won’t eat. This was only day 1. Feel bad for my little guy (toddler) he’s prob so bored cant do anything outside because it’s tough with the infant. Just get outside, then he poops or cries so getting the toddler back inside after a few min is a ordeal. I hate this. I want them both to be like 4. Vent over. I admit I’m not cut out for this. Today I was angry, bored, tired, depressed, cried a bit, smiled a bit. I can’t do this every day.

EDIT: Thank you for all the comments so far. It really helps a lot. I have a couple books in my Amazon cart and I am going to give everything I do an extra thought first.

EDIT 2: Today is going much better. Different outlook. More calm. Kids acting better when I’m more easy going too. Thanks all